So Ive been watching sad stuf and It made me want to write this
here I am,Home
Are you proud?
You should be,Because Im not there anymore.
You always said bad stuff about me;
like how much of an IDIOT I was,
how USELESS I am,How WORTHLESS I am.
You told me you hated me,I CRIED all DAY AND NIGHT
I would CRY myself to SLEEP.I would CUT.
Think about suicide,all because of what you said,
what my mind said.
Now Im watching from the clouds above,I was and still am USELESS.
Its too late now.
I always thought it was SELFISH to think that someone would cry if I died,to care about me,to think about my self for once.
I needed HELP,but I NEVER got it.
Even though you could tell from my DULL eyes,and thoes "CAT SCRACHES".
I TRIED to DEFEND myself but you would say howmuch of a JERK I AM.
Now I wonderd If I made you depressed,And I would look at the SELFISH MONSTER THAT I AM and say "why?"
I cared about you,I would take A BULLET FOR YOU,but WOULD YOU CARE?,No YOU WOULDNT
Now I just try to hide